I'm just going to leave this right here

I just wanted to give an opinion, or a perspective outlook real quick that may be helpful.

It's 100% ok to be proud of someone you don't know personally. That being said instead of idolizing someone that you wish to look like, try just being proud of them. Spend your time and efforts working on being the best version of yourself so you can be someone else's idol or person to be proud of. I promise that if you make that minor perspective change then you will start feeling a lot better about yourself when changes do start happening during your time working towards your goal.

It's a hard tough road to travel and to stay on. You are worth it i promise. Focus on yourself, your gains, your losses. Do exactly what you need too to be the best you for your reasons. Your reasons are your own whether it's to keep up with your children, impress your spouse again, be healthier, rekindle your friendship with your mirror, family wedding, woo a new partner etc..... the list goes on. It doesn't matter because your reason is your own. Don't let anyone take that away from you.

If this doesn't pertain to you and you are already happy with everything then congratulations. Please use your journey that got you where you are to encourage others. Not everyone's journey is the same and not everyone's journey started at the same time.

Be kind to others, Find happiness in yourself, Encourage others and have yourself a wonderful day.